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New space.

2010-01-03T12:40:00.000+08:00

I have moved to...

http://yaniwho.onsugar.com

Today, 2009. Tomorrow, 2010.

2009-12-31T22:46:00.004+08:00

Salam everybodehhhh.

I was chatting with Captain Kambing this morning. And then he said, "Talk to you later or something. Or Next Year!" Hahahha, crazy guy.

Anyways, I went out with Kakak today. It was awesome, cause mostly we did shopping for baby stuffs. They are sooooooooo cute! I feel like having my own child now, hehe. :P
At the same time, I bought a new wallet and some other stuffs :)
Shopping is so fun. But now I'm broke. I want money so that I can shop again. I'm not satisfied enough!

A friend of mine asked me, have you done your NYR?

Hmm, not really. I remember doing my 2009 resolutions on the spot. And they were quite merepek. Hahah. Looking back at my 2009 resolutions..

1)Learn cycling.
2)Try to bank in money at least twice in 6 months. (Please
pray I got money to bank in, in the first place)
3)Tag more when going to
other blogs. I always go senyap-senyap, and leave senyap-senyap. Bad habit.
4)Take better pictures. We grow older, and I dont think we grow older to be
made fun or get mocked. Alah, we always wanna feel better kan.
5)Remember
people's birthdays better, and wish them!
6)Makeover for bedroom!

Hm.

I tried to learn cycling.

Cash flow into bank no problem :)

Tag more? I think I did. Hahah.

Better pictures? Hm, I defnitely took more photos this year. Hahaha.

I remembered people's birthday and wished them!

Gonna paint room soon! :)

How about 2010 NYR?

Were you expecting me to tell you? ;)

I shall do my own evaluation using the piece I used last year. And I shall keep it to myself, unless I feel someone else deserves to know it too. But whatever it is, 2010. Since I shopped for pretty new stuffs, I think I want a change. And with that, this will be my last post here. I'll be moving elsewhere. Either I tell you where I'm moving to. Or you might just have to find me yourself :)

They said,

Don't cry because it ended,

smile because it happened.

Though shit happens, I'm still glad I met you. Really someone in my life. You made a difference in my life. And you taught me new stuffs. You were a complete joy. I shall keep all the good memories I had of us, even though it's sad that we can no longer make more of such memories. I hope you'll be much more happier than you are now, and I'll always be praying for your happiness. I thank you for everything, even for making me cry. Because without getting broken, I can never learn how to be stronger.

Sayang korang!

2009-12-30T22:44:00.003+08:00

Here it goes.

Warning: Wordy post ahead.

This being the last week of holidays, I have decided to utilize it to the maximum and I wanna enjoy it to the fullest because my first 2 weeks of holidays were basically, burnt. Today is Wednesday, which means I have had 3 eventful days! *TING*

Monday.
Meeting was okay. *shrugs*
Results were awesome! ;) and I had a great time catching up with Nabby. I miss her so much, been so long since I met her. I hope we will go Pergas together, cause if we dont, we'll definitely wont see each other as much anymore!
Singapore Flyer was cool. It was my first time heh. Time passes fast ey.
Everything was awesome on Monday except for a few things, like Bird Shit. Want to know the story of Bird Shit, ask me.

Tuesday.
Cycling lesson! and Arnolds with babes :)
Cycling wasnt easy as I thought. 2 hours definitely is not enough for me. I prolly need 2 days?

The Baywatch.
You know I have strong faith in our friendship. Right from Sec 1 till present, you are by far the only person who stood by me despite many obstacles that has happened so far. All the long phone call chats, webcamming session, shopping episodes, heart-to-heart talks, you know I love it so very much. But it doesnt beat how much I love you :)
True definition of bestfriend? Definitely :)
Make sure, pegi pasar geylang together when we are mak-chicks! ;)

The Crazy.
Whatever to our first impressions, I'm glad to be your friend! Your influence is really strong, your crazy influence. Even the way I talk now is a bit different. Training without you feels different. I like it when we sit down and talk, it makes me feel the friendship getting stronger, like literally :) In short, I love every moment with you, you bring joy to my life. You crack me up all the time, like every single time. Be it training, off-training, MSN, and anytime else. Thank you :) Remember, "kalau aku in a rough patch, kau one of the people that comes to my mind." Aku sayang kau!
But all I ask for, is for you to be truly happy :)

The Sugar.
You're so sweet, even sweeter than sugar tau tak! I still remember the time you gave me a smiley face donut together with a note. It really brighten up my day, it's as if it was a remedy. And all the messages that you sent after an event, it always bring a smile to my face. I look up to you as a sister, that is very understanding and always ever-ready to listen. Like yesterday :) Thanks for all the advices, for all the smiles, for all the encouragements. You're truly someone in my life right now :) Love you!

Wednesday.
Shopping with my two best chinese girls! Okay, more like I'm the one who did the shopping. I think shopping's damn fun when all of us fork out money, not just me ;)
Nevertheless, I shopped for accessories!! Rings, bracelets and necklaces! I still want to shop! Who wants to follow me? :D
I still need pants and more clothes? Girls being girls heh.
Anyways, it was damn fun with the two girls. We talked and talked non-stop! Thanks Weiqi and Cat :)

So, left with a few more days.
Tomoro: Out with Kakak.
Friday: BBQ.
Sat & Sun: Work?

Today and yesterday made me feel cherish all the GIRL friends I have now. I love you all, even though I didnt mention your name. Because there's just too many of you :) From the bottomest of my heart, thank you very much and I LOVE YOU! :D

afternoon nap

2009-12-23T18:20:00.003+08:00

(This was the scene I smiled to myself, awww!)

I had a two-hour afternoon nap just now. Man, it was awesome. I havent had an afternoon nap in the longest time! The only time I have afternoon nap is when I'm at home during afternoons, duh. And that means, I didnt go out today! :)

Tomoro means friendly match with TP. :S
I still need time to gather myself. I want motivational talk ar :(
The thing about me is... tak sanggup merembat dan dirembat.
*But who says I'm giving up ;)

DBA 14 is having a Christmas Party at Marcus' house. But I didnt go. Me? Christmas? NOOO.
I do not celebrate Christmas, sorry :)

Paru goreng sambal here I come!

bored.

2009-12-22T20:29:00.003+08:00

It's 840pm and I dont have any idea what I should do. Watch online movie later perhaps?

Upcoming plans.

Cycling plan with babes. I'm super excited for this one, because I'm finally learning how to ride a bicycle!

Retail therapy plus hang out with my two best chinese girls(:

Dressing and dolling up game with Noneyy!

Paint living room and my bedroom *grins*

Collect madrasah results and lunch with Nabby darling!

That's about it so far.

I dont know why, but I think I just wasted 15 bucks just now. Sakura and Planet 51. Oh money.

I'm glad we are talking again. But, can you see I'm trying? Trying to restore back the friendship we had? Please, show me that my efforts are acknowledged, and I dont want to be in a situation where only one hand is clapping. As a friend, I'm concerned about you. So please, dont push me away. It hurts.

I want back the times where we were shy to look into each other's eyes.

pointform

2009-12-20T00:06:00.002+08:00

Salam~

I have so much to share, but I'm too lazy/tired/whatever-nots to go elaborate on it. So pointform okay?

Back from training camp. Great camp, despite aches and what-nots. Gained alot from this camp, and not only that. The camp was an eye-opener about some stuffs.
Kakak got admitted to hospital yesterday night. Warded till this monday. Went to visit her just now after Mendaki briefing. Despite whatever happened, alhamdulilah she's fine, together with the baby. InsyAllah the baby will be born safely hopefully next year :)
Tomoro working at Boon Keng. Tell me about it man.
I found a male version of me, hehe.
I need to start reading again.
I miss shopping. I need retail therapy.
I think I should sleep soon. Tomoro work ohhhh.

Adios amigos!

I WILL MISS MY FAMILY.

2009-12-14T09:25:00.003+08:00

Salam!

Timecheck: 930am.

I'll be leaving house in 2 hours time plus minus. For training camp. I dont know why, but I have this awful dreadful feeling, like I dont want to go for camp. Especially after watching 2012. I feel as if this time round, I will miss home terribly. I will miss my family. I dont know why. It's like I should spend more time with my family, but yet, I'm going off for camp. I feel so sad :(

And hell camp? Sigh. Positive mindset should be inside my head. Like what Syaf said lately, "it's all in the mindset". If I can survive through CI course, this should be okay for me. Right?

Right.

Noneyy tried to comfort me yesterday. "When you come home on Thursday, you can sleep through the whole day" Yes, I'll be looking forward to that.

Whatever it is, I will miss my family. I know I will be homesick. I know. I will miss my family. Fullstop.

Edited @ 1027am.

I JUST GOT TO KNOW MY FAMILY AND MY AUNTIE'S FAMILY IS GOING PORT DICKSON TOMORO! I'M UTTERLY SAD! My kakak also sad. So we're gonna msg each other if we are sad. Hahaha.

Stressed

2009-12-12T23:06:00.007+08:00

Assalamualaikum semuaaa.

Timecheck: 11.10pm. I want to sleep by 11.20 pm, I hope.

So MST is so over! Although I dont have a good feeling about MST this time round, but Im still glad it's over. We'll see how results will be. I do hope it'll be good, like who doesnt!

Since papers are so over, Syaf and I went to watch New Moon at Causeway Point Cathay! The movie's worth my 6 bucks okay. I guess this hasnt been new to most of you, but damn, Taylor Lautner is so hot. To a point of time in the cinema, Jacob was sleeping in one of the scenes, and Syaf caught me smiling to myself. Oh my..

Yeap, crazy. When I reached home, I went to their official website and went to google about Taylor. Okay, just his photos. Hahaha. Today I youtube some of his stuffs. Like seriously, I havent been going gaga over an actor in the longest time! The last time was... Aaron Aziz, before he got married? That's long okay. But howells, this whole Taylor-Lautner-so-hot thing is for fun, like a temporary drug y'know. :D

Okay, so this morning I was searching for my bag to pack for camp. And as I was searching for that red bag which was never found, I found something else instead. It was a birthday card from D. It was really comforting, yet.. painful. Some things just doesnt stay in your life you know. Bounded by circumstances at times. And things just doesnt go your way sometimes, not like what you planned. I planned for a happy ending, but some plans always backfire.

In any case, no matter what you are doing, I hope you're doing good.

Oh shit, 1 more minute!

Anyway, I mentioned camp right? I'm so stressed about it, cause even packing the bag is stressful cause I just cant find the stuffs that I want to find! Anyways, I'll be away from 14th to 17th for Silat Training Camp. Truthfully I'm abit anxious, cause the camp spells R A B A K. Cause I have a feeling it's gonna be worse than what I went through during CI Course. But prove me wrong okay? :)

Speaking of CI Course, no matter how horribly tough and dreadful it was, Im glad it happened. I miss Delta, they were the people who comforted me during my lowest points during the course. 1 month of course. But sigh, commitments. Sadly, I cant take it anymore. I have to let go. I hope the right time will come, when Im brave enough to step out and speak my thoughts.

Alright, shall scoot! Tomoro working. At Tampines, so far! Howells. Duit masok beb.

Take care everybodehh! :D

Salam~

2009-12-11T06:57:00.002+08:00

I FEEL SO WORRIED FOR ACCOUNTS PAPER LATER. TIMECHECK: 657AM. ABOUT 4 MORE HOURS TO GO :S

I FEEL DAMN STUPID DURING MST THIS TIME ROUND. SIGH.

2009-12-09T09:15:00.003+08:00

Salam, good morning everybody :)

How, How could we go wrong
It was so good and now it's gone
And I pray at night that our paths will soon cross
And what we had isn't lost
Cause you're always right here in my thoughts
-Enrique Iglesias

Will be having my Stats paper later at 1130. All the best to me! I hope sampling gets into my head bahhh.

Everyone wants to be happy. Doesnt mean you're happy, others are happy too.
At least, I know I want to be happy :)

KFC with Syaf & Shaz later for lunch! :)
Then study with Syaf again, double :)

My stomach doesnt feel right. Bye~

you only find a few people in this world,
a few people who will tell you they love you,
and actually mean it with all their heart.
don't forget those people who stood by you through it all,
the special few that were there for you until the end.

cranky ah

2009-12-06T20:46:00.002+08:00

Salam.

Before I go back to my notes, I think I just want to chill here for a while. I. Feel. Cranky.

I spent my day today with one of the people I love sooooo much. Studied with Syaf at Bt Batok MacD. Avatar Meal not very boomz like what the advertisement says. Now I feel cheated! But anyway, that's beside the point. Practised some Econs questions using her practice papers. I like! Best thing now is that I'll be studying with her this coming week after each paper ends :D

Bestf : Current studying partner!

Tomoro's Econs paper. Haiya, of all papers. But insyAllah, everything will go smoothly. Amin!

I cant wait for the birthday lunch on Thursday. Pretty much excited! :)

Kay, I still dont feel good. Bye. All the best to me for MSTs. &all of you out there who are taking MSTs also okay? Bye.

past conversations;

2009-12-04T13:31:00.002+08:00

you know what i think hurts the most?
the feeling of being replaced.
it’s like no matter what you did, it wasn't enough.

Am not in a very good status currently. Stuck with GEMS portfolio, organisation chart and mass emailing. Stupid sleeping disease. &finally, you.

2009-11-27T21:08:00.003+08:00

Salam~

Aizat shared with me a video, to help me destress.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-OUyD_Hu4mk&feature=related

It cracked me up! This boy ah dont know the meaning of Maluuuuu.

Anyways, I dont think I will have good feeling tonight. Gotta do FOM report, and do more FOM research :( I also have to do the organisation chart for Monday's meeting. I have no other time to do it, cause tomoro's Project Day :( and Sunday, I'm working. [Finally duit masok!!!]

On another note, yesterday I felt my sister's tummy, and I felt the baby kicking!!! I almost jumped out of my seat! Amazing..

I havent worn contact lenses in the longest longest time...

I want happy pills.

Takecare, Wassalam~

25112009

2009-11-25T18:28:00.002+08:00

Halu assalamualaikum everyone!~

It's already 6 plus and I still havent gotten the stuffs that I'm supposed to get from my groupmate to do the report. Gah! Wasting time y'know.. If he still doesnt send me by the end of this post, I'm gonna start on my GEMS portfolio first! Pretty stressed up and depressed over studies laterly, especially projects and duedates :(
&because of that, I havent been going for silat diligently :((

Anyways, speaking of projects, this coming Monday will be my FOM presentation. &for the first time as a business student in SP for more than half a year, this will be my first formal wear presentation. Weird right! Nama je business student, kurrrr. Feeling quite anxious about the presentation, because it's Marketing [ sigh :( not my forte ahhhh] and also feeling quite excited, cause it's first formal wear! Hahahahah!

Double anyways, MY TWIN IS SINGING FOR MEEEEEE. SO NICEEEE. THANK YOU TWIN! :D:D:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WANBEAR, SHELLY AND WEI LING OHHHH!

Wassalam~

Untuk renungan semua..

2009-11-24T07:15:00.004+08:00

This is taken from an email I received from my aunt. It's a pretty good email, makes you realise. The story seems like a story from a kiddy book, but.. :) Pretty long, but worth the time reading it. Enjoy :)

Adalah seorang hamba Allah ni, dia pergilah bersiar-siar di tepi hutan. Sedang dia menghirup udara rimba yg segar tu, tetiba dia terdengar satu bunyi.. jeng!jeng!jeng! .. bunyi.... aauuummmmm!! ! Bunyi harimau yg kelaparan dan hanya menunggu mangsanya saja.

Jadi, si hamba Allah ni pun lari untuk menyelamatkan diri. Harimau tu kejar hamba Allah ni. Sebab dia dah lapar sangat ni. Harimau tu pun kejar, kejar, kejar dan kejar. Hamba Allah ni punyalah takut, berlari lintang pukang. Sempat juga dia berdoa agar dia diselamatkan daripada dibaham dek harimau tadi.

Dengan kuasa Allah diperlihatkan sebuah perigi di depan mata nya. Jadi untuk menyelamatkan diri si hamba Allah ni pun terjunlah ke dalam perigi. Perigi tu ada tali dan sebuah timba. Si hamba Allah ni bergayut pada tali tu. Tali tu pendek jer. Jadi dia bergantungan di tengah-tengah perigi.

Di mulut perigi, harimau yg lapar tu menunggunya. Si hamba Allah ni pun berfikirlah macam mana nak menyelamatkan diri, sambil berdoa kepada Allah agar dia diselamatkan. Tengah dok berfikir camner nak selamat, tetiba dengar bunyi kocakan air di bawah perigi.

Aaaaa!!!!... Ya Allah..... lagilah seram dibuatnya. Nak tahu ada apa kat bawah tu? Ada 2 ekor buaya yg kelaparan. Apalah nasib. Dah jatuh ditimpa tangga. lagilah takut si hamba Allah ni. Atas ada harimau bawah ada buaya. Semakin risau dan takut.

Tengah berfikir untuk mencari jalan keluar, tetiba keluar seekor tikus putih dari lubang celah-celah perigi, naik ke atas ikut tali yg hamba Allah tu bergayut. Sampai kat atas tikus tu gigit tali tu pulak. Cis, kurang ajar punya tikus. Alahhhh... cam ner ni. Pas tu, keluar lagi seekor tikus yg berwarna hitam. Naik mengikut tali tadi, cit!cit! cit!cit! sampai kat atas.Tikus hitam ni pun gigit juga tali tu. Cis, lagi satu. Macam mana aku nak buat ni.... habislah jadi mangsa buaya
.
Berfikir lagi. Kalau naik kat atas makan dek harimau. Kalau tunggu tali putus dan jatuh ke bawah makan dek buaya. Macam mana nih... Sedang hamba Allah tu berfikir cam ner nak selamatkan dirinya, tetiba.... terdengar satu bunyi.... uuuuuuuuuuuuu. .. Bunyi lebah bawa madu.
Si hamba Allah ni pun mendongak ke langit, melihat lebah yg sedang bawa madu. Tetiba setitik madu terjatuh dan terus masuk ke dalam mulut si hamba Allah ni tadi. Punyalah nikmat sehingga tidak terkata.
Hamba Allah tu kata, 'Fuh manisnya madu ni , tak pernah ku rasa manisnya ni. Sedapnya. Subhanallah sungguh sedap ni.' kerana setitik madu si hamba Allah tu lupa pada harimau yg sedang menantinya di mulut perigi dan buaya yg menantinya di bawah

Kalau semua nak tahu ....
si Hamba Allah itu adalah kita semua. Harimau yg mengejar tu adalah maut kita, ajal memang sentiasa mengejar kita, so beringat-ingatlah. 2 ekor
buaya itu adalah malaikat Munkar Dan Nakir yg menanti kita di alam kubur nanti.
Tali yg tempat di hamba bergayut tadi adalah jangka hayat kita kalau pendek talinya maka panjanglah umur kita dan kalau panjang talinya maka pendeklah umur kita.
Tikus Putih dan Hitam tu adalah dunia kita siang dan juga malam yang sentiasa menghakis umur kita. Kan tikus tu gigit tali tu.
Madu.... madu yg jatuh setitik ke dalam mulut hamba itu tadi adalah nikmat dunia.. Bayangkan setitik saja madu tu jatuh ke dalam mulutnya, dia lupa pada harimau dan buaya tu.. Macam kitalah bila dapat nikmat sikit lupa pada Allah. Waktu susah baru la nak ingat Allah. Astaghfirullah...

"You prefer the life of this world; While the hereafter is better and more lasting."[Holy Quran: 87:16-17]

Wassalam :)

kurrrr.

2009-11-20T06:58:00.002+08:00

Morning earthlings~

I had a relapse. My sleeping disease came back. Since late last week? It's horrible, I dont like it. Cause I'll end up feeling all shitty and cranky. Those who know about my sleeping disease, I'm pretty sure you understand what I'm talking about. Everytime when it's supposed to be "nap for 15 mins", it'll become sleep until the next morning. I never wanna trust myself on this anymore!

Anyways, today is Friday! Friday's always the best day of the week cause it's either I have a two-hour ONOW lesson only or better, no school at all! But... I cant be too happy yet.
Cause weekends are starting tomoro, and I'm dreading it. I know it's stupid and weird. But you have someone spoiling your weekends before your weekends even start, it's no fun :(
&like what Weiqi and I talked about, "Last sem, must stand firm!"

Yesterday I went home with Syaf, and we had a heart-to-heart talk, but this time it's different. I like that kind of talks, it's good. &I'm glad it happened :)
More of it kay, babe? *hugs*

You know, it's amazing how an orang Kafir understands and respects you more than someone of the same understanding as you. You know, I know Syaf.

I'll end off this post with a very cute/nice/good video!
:) Assalamualaikum~

Worried about worries.

2009-11-16T13:32:00.003+08:00

My table is messy. I hate messy tables.
My mind is messy. I double hate messy minds.

Had FOM this morning. Though the lesson was "light", I could still feel the tension. The pressure. And suddenly, I realised that I am feeling worried. Everything seems to be a worry. FOM is a worry.
CRS is another worry.
Silat is another another worry.
Money is another another another worry. And many many many other things.
Look, even my messy table is a worry.

And I dont like this feeling one bit. Worried about worries.

You know what will be nice?
Getting a donut or a stalk of orange/yellow flower. That's happy pill. :)

I don't know why we all hang onto something,
we know we're better off letting go.
It's like we're scared to lose what we don't even really have.
Some of us say we'd rather have that something than nothing at all,
but the truth is to have it halfway,
is harder than not having it at all.

With much Love,
Suriyani.

Bruised & Battered

2009-11-13T14:24:00.004+08:00

I wish I knew.

Though sometimes I'm not supposed to know.

Or it's better that I dont know about it.

But I want to know.

Why things happen this way, that way?

But He does it better.

Some people say some things are better left unsaid. Familiar? But regrets will come kicking in, cause you're not aware of the possibility and outcome when you say it out.

Some people say some things are better left said at a later time. Familiar, yet again? But the question is, when is that "later time"? Then when you think that "later time" has come, and then you expressed your thoughts, then BAM. Wrong timing, wrong move.

Something is wrong.

I know something is wrong. But what is it?
Restless, worried. The feeling of dejection. This wrong feeling. But why this feeling?

First the TV broke down.

Then the car. Next?

Dont tell me the arrow's gonna point at me?

I feel wrong. I feel complicated. I feel screwed.

I feel like I'm not myself.

Help.

Mad Morning.

2009-11-09T14:12:00.003+08:00

Salam everyone,

Yours truly had a mad morning. Well, maybe not really mad. Close to mad.

Had a painful stomachache, was lucky enough to reach school at the usual time. If not, damn damn damn, minus cards from Mr George. Rahhh. Anyway, one lesson today only, since no CRS for me. It should be WOOHOO right?

But, the one lesson I had, was a stressful one. FOM, Fundamentals of Marketing. 3 hours!

The best thing was, almost the whole class didnt have internet connection! Awesome right? -_-''

And there was an impromtu presentation which no one aced it.

Bahhh, I dont like marketing. I know, it's weird. Business student dont like marketing. Kurrrr.

Anyway, this week is a pretty tight week. Except for today that is. Today my class ended at 12, hurrah!

Tuesday(tomoro) - end at 5, bah! Meeting. Then meeting the makcik-s!!!!! I'm super dee duper EXCITED!!!

Wednesday - end at 12, WOOHOO! Training!

Thursday - end at 5, long draggy day full of straight lectures huhu. Options Day Briefing till 6.

Friday - 10 to 12, gerek! Maybe training, or madrasah. And insyAllah, POP?

Anyways, I didnt go training today, cause I'm sick. Get well soon Yani! :D

It feels good when someone always drops a text, telling you to take care and have a good day ahead, really :)

especially when you're sick :)

Okay, note to self: today must complete Stats and do at least 1/3 of ITAB assignment kay? Anybody kind enough, drop a reminder to me, heheh. :P

This post is totally disoriented mannnnn.

Rindu/.

2009-11-08T21:37:00.002+08:00

So many people are sick!

Seriously, musim sakit! Get well soon people, dont forget to eat your medicine! And drink lots of warm water!

Alhamdulilah, I managed to complete 3 days' worth of work. Way to go! Next up, Stats. Come on Yani..

In the midst of missing people,

I miss many other things.

I miss writing small lil notey-noteys.

Buying gifts on the sly when I'm on a holiday.

Dialing 8 digits on my phone whenever there's a Full Moon.

And so many other things :(

suriyani is coughing.

2009-11-08T06:38:00.004+08:00

Peace be upon you,

Rise & shine little earthlings!

Today's the 8th.

Yesterday was the 7th. I didnt realise it until I got a random message from a friend. Surprisingly, I didnt really feel anything when I knew it was the 7th. Numb? Most prolly. But woohoo, one point nine! :D

Distorted bangs, but nevermind, it will grow :)

It was meant to be "for fun", so no complains!

Am currently sick. Down with slight flu and very bad cough):

But... "Sakit itu Penghapus Dosa."

Get well soon!

Anyhoos, I managed to contact back a few lovelies that I missed!

Sabrina! Like what I said, we need to make time to at least have lunch together okay?

Leanne! My oh my, we keep saying we have to meet but we never did. Heheh, but no worries. I'm meeting up with Leanne and the rest of the council gang next weekened, 14th. Tell me about it, I'm exciteddddd!!!

Besides that, I'm meeting my makcik-s on Tuesday evening! To kind of celebrate Yvonne's and Roujing's birthday, woohoooo. Then also, later I'm gonna meet Bear for Swensens!

Speaking of people I miss, I kinda miss my kakak too. Been a week or so since I last saw her. Wonder if the tummy's getting even bigger, heheh. &oh, Noneyyyyyyy! I hope she's coping well with A'levels.

Schedule is getting tighter. Bye earthlings!

Photo of the day! She's currently sick too. Get well soon bebeh. Sayang sama kau!

2009-11-03T23:52:00.002+08:00

If sleeping makes one feel better, let's go to sleep.
Who wants to eat McSpicy with me? McFlurry doesnt seem to help much.
When's Kite-Flying? I need that, soon.
Bear once told me, that his good friend has changed and he doesnt like it. His friend is trying, but has failed many times. Brought down countless of times. His friend is sorry.
No Moon, but there's a Star.
I just hope my supply on drugs wont run out. And I hope this drug is not temporary. I dont like temporary numbness. I want permanent numbness.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tell me, why is it so hard?

Missing

2009-11-02T00:13:00.004+08:00

And if it's true that by making someone happy will make you happy, then make me believe in that. Cause I'm on a mission.

&you dont know how much attention I'm diverting against... ?

I had a long day at kendarat, and Kental Ah Lu Mat at RP. Oh oh, Kental Ah Lu Mat was awesomely awesome! I need a boost. Ice-cream tomoro? Scoots!~

it's raining, it's pouring.

2009-10-31T20:09:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum semuaaaaaa.

Running shoes; check!

Waterbottle; check!

HEADPHONES; check!!!!!!!!

My father and I went Causeway Point just now to get these stuffs. Boy, am I glad(:

Well, the highlight now is Emiko Arts.

For the first time in my life, and someone else's too, we did liquid-painting. Hahaha. Adek-beradek kepada sandpainting. It was awesomeeeeeeeeeeee. I like it ;) Should have coloured the girl like how I wore that time ah. Maybe white ribbon, brown shirt, blue jeans, and black/white shoes. Alah): But it's okay, the colours chosen were still nice hahaha.

Hope it made you happy, like what I planned so. :D

Eh, nak pegi kite-flying pulak? :P

Oh oh oh, good news yet to be shared. My tutee, Ayu, shared with me her results and promotional status. From a Sec 1 Normal Acad student, she's promoted to Sec 2 Express! OH MANNNNNN, ALHAMDULILAH SYUKUR SYUKUR! :D

My cousin just gave birth, Alhamdulilah(:

Waiting for my turn to be an auntie, hiuhiuhiu!

*Alamak, kay now I'm reminded of my 28-year-old problems):*

Hadi told me something which I found that it was very nice of him.

"Smile don frown so much nanti jadi macm mak2".

That was so Hadi.

Take care everybodehhhhhhhhhh, wassalam~

ecstasy.

2009-10-26T18:27:00.003+08:00

Salam everybodehhh.

I have to stop taking ecstasy, seriously. It's making me depressed. Ecstasy is just temporary happiness. It makes you damn high, over the moon and all sorts. But at the end of the day, it makes you even... depressed. Oh no!

On the other hand, I cant wait for next monday, heheheh ;)

My handsome friend told me to blog about him. I wont dedicate a whole post to him. But I would spare some space for a few words for my handsome friend.

This handsome friend of mine is definitely a friend I wont forget. I love how we became friends. PALLAS BEB PALLAS! People call him Buluuuu. When he's tired, his sleepy face is the ultimate! Like how pathetic he looks like during Chinese Class and night events HAHAHA.
OH OH OH, my handsome friend is also the awesome Straw Pervert. HAHAHA.
Last but not least, my handsome friend.... found a Nut(:
WEIH, HOPE KAU AKAN LEBIH HAPPIER SKARANG, AND KAU BETTER BUAT DIER HAPPY. AKU NAK JUMPE DIER ONE DAY! :D

(dulu kau slalu complain aku tak letak muke kau kat blog aku kan.... AMEK KAU!)

2009-10-14T23:13:00.002+08:00

people change. even the person you thought you knew the most changes.
& even though it hurts to see them go, you have to move on,
for the sweet memories are all you have, & things might never be the same.

Salam.

My heart says so much, but my fingers doesnt know how to speak.
Maybe I should follow Syarif's advice a long time ago. Throw away my phone.
Someone make me laugh :(

I knew yesterday's ecstacy was temporary.

Berombak-ombak.

2009-10-13T10:38:00.003+08:00

Baby are you down down down down down ~

I need a chillout session.
Thank Allah I'm meeting Syaf after tuition later!

Yesterday I watched Sewa at Suria. The story damn cute. Origami(:

(Niat di hati nak update pasal Halal/Haram Consumption & Hijab! Tapi let the waves cool down first aight.)

It’s not the big events that hurt the most,
but rather the smallest questionable shift in tone,
at the end of a spoken word that
can plow most deeply into the heart.

Bitterheart.

2009-10-11T23:32:00.002+08:00

Salam alaik.

Raya with SPSC was great~
Apart from the migraine, I enjoyed myself.
Close to 40 people raya-ing together, definitely a great experience.

Thanks to M, I'm now stuck with Down and Bitterheart.
&more thanks for something else.

Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside,
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine.

i'm special because i wear hijab(:

2009-10-08T23:14:00.002+08:00

Salam Alaik everybody~

It really does.
It makes me feel safe, dont you feel so?
I have heard of some people who are not ready for hijab, with reasons like they dont think their way of life goes along with the donning of hijab, or they still want to enjoy life first. But dont judge! I came across someone many many years ago, who said this to me "Kadang ade orang pakai tudung, tak solat. Tapi ade orang tak pakai tudung, tapi jaga solatnya". Ironic, but I have to agree on this. Whatever it is, insyAllah He'll shower his blessings onto us, and lead us to the path that's best for us, Amin(:
More on this topic soon(:

Yesterday's S.I kinda made me feel disappointed, someone in particular.
Best eh kene puji pusat lawa? :(
Stupid. What's with ladies nowadays eh. Sume nak tunjuk. Proud of your assets, diam-diam je la. Tak perlu tunjuk whatttt. I'm sorry, BUT I'M DISGUSTED.
Yeap, the world is coming to an end, and kiamat is drawing nearer. Aren't you anywhere near scared? Are you prepared? Tsunami, earthquake, new sea routes. Not enough wakeup calls is it? WAKEUP LA :(
There have been many signs, moge-moge Allah ampunkanlah dosa-dosa kita and berkati hidup kita dengan rahmatnya, Amin!

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Anyways, I had an awesome time with Zi at town just now. Though it was super impromptu, I love it!(:
More heart-to-heart sessions!

Tomoro another gerek day, with gerek people with gerek bowling! :D

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Semua Tentang Kita - Peterpan
Waktu terasa semakin berlalu
Tinggalkan cerita tentang kita
Akan tiada lagi kini tawamu
Tuk hapuskan semua sepi di hati

Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia
Dan kita bersama saat dulu kala
Ada cerita tentang masa yang indah
Saat kita berduka saat kita tertawa

Teringat di saat kita tertawa bersama
Ceritakan semua tentang kita

Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia
Dan kita bersama saat dulu kala
Ada cerita tentang masa yang indah
Saat kita berduka saat kita tertawa

one point seven.

2009-10-07T03:00:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum(:

&so, it's another 7th. Why do I like to countdown to every 7th of the month?
Ask me, heh!
If it makes me happy, why not? Stronger, all the better!

she's got a smile that it seems to me,
it glows white and bright almost, blinding me,
her name's yani smiley pretty baby,
and she's got the looks of a nanny.

and here i am, chatting in this place,
playing with my fingers imagining her face,
as she giggles and she laughs reading,
eyes set on her laptop screen smiling.

oh her pm goes "like I dont dare anymore"
and I go "like I wont stare anymore"
cuz her white bright smile projects an energy,
an inner confidence radiating boundlessly.

put two and two together,
there's some sad and happy fusion
that's what i could gather,
a girl who's in some confusion.

Credits to Syafik! ;)

Have you heard about Masjid Kampung Siglap? Very sad ey. Kebakaran besar, took them about 2 hours to clear the fire, if I'm not wrong. Let's pray and hope for the better, smoge the people kuatkan semangat and hikmah to surface after this musibah.
Another musibah was the earthquake. Itu lagi menyedihkan ):
Lives were lost, families uncontactable. People at their wits' end, dazed by their loss. For that, treasure what you have now. Before Allah takes something away from you.

The only thing we know is,
things don’t always go the way we planned.

Till then!

abang is.

2009-10-06T02:33:00.007+08:00

Salam alaik brothers and sisters~

Wake up. Sleep. Wake up. Sleep. Wake up. Then I gave up, so now I'm awake. Abang borrowed my laptop to Yishun just now at 11pm. So I killed time by listening to songs and texting a friend and THEN dozing off. Then yeah, came the part about wake up, sleep, wake up, sleep.
Very. Irritating.

I watched Dhoom 2 online today. YAY.
But guess what? With no subtitles. BAHHHHH!
So I pretty much didnt understand. HAHAHAHA.

I was pretty much excited for Abang's birthday.
I wished him.
I went to BPP with Yana to buy LJS Family Meal so that we could eat together and a slice of birthday cake for him.
I waited for him to come home.
I didnt eat dinner because I wanted the whole family to eat together.
...2 hours later.
I got scolded for some MIOTV SHIT(the miotv person didnt come at all, made me wait until I dozed off - from the sofa, to the rocking chair and the ultimate floor!)
I became very upset.
& the whole birthday plan was screwed then.
I was really sad :(

At 2.02am just now, he sent me a text message that almost made me tear :')

At the end of the day,
air dicincang tiada putusnya :')

As I was listening to Jason Mraz songs(his songs are nice, with the lyrics and all!), Shahir disturbed my train of thoughts with a funny video!

I think everyone has a side where they are depressed & unhappy.
Some people ignore it. Some people try to change it.
Some people completely show it & some people, they deal with it.

So what's your take? :)

G.I.B feat Sunflower

2009-10-04T23:13:00.002+08:00

Salam alaik!~
Hello wello jello mello!

Weekends have been slacky for me woohoooooo.
Yesterday was a Saturday, and I watched hindustan heheheh. I'm a sad girl, cause next week I cant watch Dhoom 2!!!! I dont care, I'm gonna watch online ;)
Yesterday I also raya-ed at Kakak's house, with my home clothes hahahahah!

Today, Cik Iman and family came over. Then after that, my parents and I went to IMM to collect some Tefal rice cooker. I really wanted to buy Roti Mum, I dropped so many hints to my mother already. But, alas! Tak dapat beli. Maghrib at Al-Mukminin, then dinner at Aiman Cafe. :D I dont mind going there again, for my Mi Hotpot!

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I saw it again today. I feel happy yet sad at the same time.
:')

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05 Oct, Abang's birthday(:
Gonna buy KFC or something, hope that will make things better(:
And shhhhh, I want to go buy watch for him(:

Speaking of buying something, I really really really want to buy new headphones! I'm serious!

You'll never know how strong you are,
until being strong is the only choice
you have.

2009-10-03T12:43:00.002+08:00

Salam alaik~

30092009 - Jalan Raya with SP people. The best thing about it was Yana! Yana is Zul's sister, who is awesomely cuteeeeeeeeeeeee. BUT, it was a painful day, cause I had manymanymany blisters): AND I was very tired at the end of the day because most of the time, we were rushing for time):

01102009- Makciks-makciks on the GO! Noneyy knows ;)

02102009- Raya with Sec Sch Girls :D

It was awesome, I feel happy! Because we didnt rush! And yet, we still managed to go home early ;) We ate alot. We took alot of photos. I just feel happy(:

I have said this before, A strong person is someone who controls his anger.

Sigh, please fight no more. I dont like it one bit.

Forgive and forget. Kalau Nabi Muhammad s.a.w boleh memaafkan umatnye, why not...you? You? and YOU?

Doesnt mean someone is an adult, he is right. Everyone has flaws.

Cant wait for movie outing with the girls!

&bowling with Saz & gang!

I miss bowling with Hadi. "Tangan straight, Yani. Focus. Tengok kat centre tuuuuuuuu."

Heh, do you miss?

Today stay at home, boleh tengok crite HINDUSTAN, WOOOHOOOO! *shakes eyebrows*

Say No to Fighting

2009-10-02T09:36:00.002+08:00

Please don't fight ;(
Allah didnt create us, Man, to fight.
When you fight, your loved ones are also affected. Please pity us :(
We all want to love and care.
Please don't fight...

2009-10-01T23:09:00.001+08:00

CAUSE EVERYONE WANTS TO FEEL LIKE SOMEBODY CARES.

S is for Special :)

2009-09-28T22:25:00.003+08:00

Salam alaik!~

My fingers feel so excited to type, but I just dont know how to start! :)

&so, today I met my wonderful Stars, Syaf & Shaz.
After some golek-golek at T14's mussollah and contemplating at Silat Room, we finally decided to go IMM. Girls being girls, we are just very indecisive ;)

Hot Snacks - Mushroom & Veg Pie(Shaz), Shephards Pie(Syaf) and my wonderful smokin hot Black Pepper Steak Pie!
Then we had Koko Krunch McFlurry! :D Awesome, I tell you! We could rock IMM MacD's down with our laughter and merepekness. Hehehe.
And and and! We bought rings! All 3 of us(: S for Special!

Syafinah, Shazana & Suriyani.
The S-es/Asses/Donkeys/Pantats/Stars!
Love you two like crazyyyyyyy.
*I feel damn special wearing the S-ring(:

Yesterday I went through a thunderstorm, but Alhamdulilah, Allah gave me a rainbow today(:

[cause I dont want to lose the Yani I used to know] - I will get back that Yani, I promise you(:

On another note,
I miss Sabrinaaaaa):
&Zi, asal kau out of town! Aku nak bebual merepek ngan kau!
&&Syarif, ice-cream? *shakes eyebrows*
&&&manymany more!(:

FYQA, I VERY EXCITED FOR THIS WEDNESDAY LAAAA ;)

However so,
let me be the last person you hurt(:

Scoots!
Though past days have been rough, and I was like a mad woman trying to keep my sampan going through the thunderstorm, I'm awesomely grateful for this feeling right now that Allah blessed me with. ALL the Stars that try to tell me this - "Cheer up Yani, Allah's with you, together with the many blessings He gave you(:"
Alhamdulilah, for
"Verily, with every difficulty there is relief."
[94:6]

:)Salam everyone, goodnight(:

mendaki gunung

2009-09-26T07:27:00.002+08:00

Bapak: Nak gi mane ni kau? [at 6.24am in the morning just now]

Me: Mendaki.

When I said Mendaki, I was reminded of what Mus and I talked about. Mendaki gunung. Hahaha.

Kisah Layang-layang

2009-09-25T17:40:00.001+08:00

Adik-adik, kamu semua mahu dengar kisah layang-layang? Mari, duduk keliling kakak sini :)

[ Kay, tak payah bahasa baku eh? Olevel days are so over :P Manglish pon alright pe ;) ]

Let's put feelings to this Layang-layang okay?

Ade satu lelaki ni, dier ade Layang-layang. Dier suke main dengan Layang-layang dier. Hari-hari, dier mesti nak kene main Layang-layang dier. Kalau tak main, dier rase awkward. Layang-layang tu pon suke dengan owner dier. Owner dier slalu jaga dier dengan baik. Biler owner dier dah habis main, owner dier letak kat dalam bilik baik-baik.

Tapi satu hari, biler budak lelaki ni tengah main dengan Layang-layang tu, tibe-tibe hujan. Budak lelaki tu immediately nak take shelter. Tapi biler dier nak turonkan Layang-layang tu, Layang-layang tu stuck kat pokok. So dier biarkan Layang-layang tu kat situ dulu, while dier take shelter. Perasaan Layang-layang? Layang-layang redha, cause dier nak owner dier selamat.

Hujan dah redha sikit, then skali budak lelaki ni nampak layang-layang lagi satu kat langit. Lawa! Dier suke! So dier pon main la dengan layang-layang lawa tu. Dier suke skali, he had so much fun la. Tapi, dier lupe dengan Layang-layang dier yang stuck kat pokok tu. So biler dier teringat balik, dier pegi kat pokok tu. Dier cuba nak dapatkan balik Layang-layang tu. Tarik pegi, tarik balik. Masih stuck! So dier put aside dulu, dier pegi main dengan layang-layang lawa tadi. Banyak kali budak lelaki tu cube nak turonkan Layang-layang dier yang stuck tu, tapi dier tak berjaya, and in the end dier main dengan layang-layang yang lawa tadi. For many days, Layang-layang stuck kat pokok, baik hujan, terik, ribut, Layang-layang tetap kat situ.

Perasaan Layang-layang? Layang-layang sedih. Sebab dier asik kene ditarik kemudian dilepaskan, ditarik lagi, tapi dilepaskan sekali lagi. Layang-layang tu rase suffocated, helpless and btol-btol sedih. Camne? Layang-layang pon sedih, sebab owner dier macam dah lupakan dier. Layang-layang sayangkan ikatan erat antaranya & owner dier. Sebab stuck kat pokok, Layang-layang takleh ngadu dengan sape-sape. Harapkan pelangi selepas hujan untuk buat dier senyum. Tapi pelangi sekejap aje, lepas tu dah balik kampung.
It's been many days and weeks. Layang-layang tetap masih stuck kat pokok tu.

Guess what? Kiter cume takot, Layang-layang tu akhirnya koyak.

Credits: Syaf! & Yours Truly ;)

I haven't had breakfast and lunch for today. I must be crazy. Wait no, the headache is driving me crazy. Oh help!

P.S: Maybe YOU wanna tell me how the owner feels? Come on, let your imagination run wild ;)

back.

2009-09-23T23:38:00.001+08:00

Salam alaik~

Back from a long hiatus. Things have changed. Not for the better, though.
So different from how it was then.

Exams were over, even results have already came out. Ramadhan went by & now Syawal's here.
Hadi went for NS.
Many events took place, be it good or bad.
P.S.P went smoothly. Iftar by the beach was a success.
Reunion with the girls was awesome shitttttt.

Appetite has gone down by a lot. Class C to Class B? *shakes eyebrows*

Cant possibly update on every single thing.

But jyeah. I just miss a lot, a lot of things.
I miss waking up smiling and seeing a message on my phone.
I miss singing to myself.
I miss staying by the window and smiling as I look out to the night sky.
I miss getting all excited over Full Moon! :(
I miss Deeper Conversation.
I miss going to sleep, smiling.
I just miss a lot of things, too many.

I miss being truly happy.
&I miss my old crazy self, do you?

vs Blessings.

2009-07-22T06:03:00.000+08:00

Salam alaik,

Once in a while, the feeling would come. And then the feeling would go.
Once in a while, we'd feel happy. And then sometimes we turned sour.
Once in a while, it becomes a daily routine, but then in the end, evolution to strangers happen.

I dont want this to happen. Gaining too much, then ended up losing too much too, sometimes losing more than what we have gained.

Ade yang keliling pinggang, banyak hutang. Yang segelintir lain, keliling pinggang, banyak tanggungjawab.

What is family to you? Ask yourself whether you have done enough, or otherwise.

You meet stealers everyday. Steal your money, your opportunities, your property, your rights and maybe your heart. But then again, everything that happens, happens for a reason and it's coming from Him.

But at the end of the day, it's still comforting to get chocolates to make everything worthwhile.
Still counting my blessings(:

still searching.

2009-06-24T18:36:00.000+08:00

Have the confidence to know that you can successfully handle whatever may come
along. Truly enjoy the experience of being alive and immersed in the wonder of
it all.

Alhamdulilah, I'm still here.

For the past 1 hour, I was stuck with a blank post, not knowing how to start off this post. Aiyayayai.

I had a dream a few days back, a dream which shook me. I was in the "Dazed" mood for quite some time. Maybe still is, just slowly recovering. The dream brought me to Niagra Falls, which shocked my mother. My mother was the only one who was awake then, so yeah, she was the first person whom I turned to. One of the most wonderful blessings I have in life, my mother, Alhamdulilah.
The bad dream wasnt a bad dream afterall, like someone said. Carried some benefits, it made me open my eyes and heart to the current world. The world is now wrecked, including loved ones. I just realised just how many things that are undone in my life and it would be great to be able to achieve it. And also, how many untold speech that I have kept to myself.
And how death is inevitable.

And slowly, more things happened, and shook me more.

Watching the news was supposed to be beneficial, but it wrecked my heart last night. Swine flu, Iran's situation and France's president. Many things. Ask my close ones, how paranoid I am towards swine flu. Must be crazy in the head. I told my sister, Singapore no longer Safe. Let's plan an escape to Brunei. Haha.
Iran soldiers are horrible, feel like giving them a knock on their helmets. Maybe they need to go through lessons on compassion. You want me to teach? I can ask my whole gang to come and teach you. But before that, we knock your helmets first okay? Yay.
Lastly, France's president! He's so bold I tell you.
http://www.news.com.au/story/0,27574,25675727-38200,00.html
What's his problem? When he made the speech, everyone was clapping for him. Dah buang tebiat agaknye.

Maybe I feel angry with the world.
People losing their sense of compassion.
People forgetting to use their common sense and logic.
Homosexuals and Transexuals.
Girls taking modesty for granted.
Children who take their parents as "just somebody else".
People who lose their sense of direction and forget their roots.

Maybe I'm still dazed by the world's crap. Still angry. Still fighting with my emotions. Still searching for answers.

Many things shook me lately, and I'm still trying to get out from the dark pithole. It's not a nice place. I certainly wanna feel light-hearted again. I wanna get back on track soon, hopefully tomoro(:

InsyAllah, dengan berkat Allah, setiap hari merupakan satu peluang untuk memperbaiki diri untuk menjadi seorang muslimah yang lebih baik. Amin.
Hopefully, ramai yang bersama ku dalam perkara ini(:

I'm tired of fighting with my own thoughts for the past few days. Hope this doesnt provoke anyone. For light-hearted entertainment, here you go!

Hehe, salam alaik!

contented(:

2009-06-18T02:42:00.000+08:00

It's gonna be 3am, and I'm still here.

Although I was being all emo and pms-y on the way home after project just now, msn conversations cheered me up, like a lot. It made me really really happy. Alhamdulilah, thank you(:

If yesterday I cried until I teared when my mother massaged my feet, today was worse. She massaged my feet and it was soooooooooooo painful, that I literally cried. I bite the pillow, and I couldnt take it, and I cried on the spot, air mata meleleh. So sad. And my parents laugh at me when I cried!!!

Tonight I listened to alot of Arab songs, then jumped to Nasyid songs and a little bit of English songs. Guess what, now I'm listening to dangdut~

It's gonna be 3am really soon. And I'm teaching tuition at 10am. Better boboks soon. Kalau tidak besok someone will take my peniti and cucuk my belon eyes. Hiuhiuhiu!

Dangdut~

snap it

2009-06-16T22:06:00.000+08:00

Okay, today I feel crazy, and that explains the crazy pictures. Heh, thank you Shaz and Syaf, for the crazy yet fun picture snapping. Sayang korang due(:

This morning was crazy also. I had Q&A session for PACC which starts at 11. But I woke up at 10.30am, guess I was really tired. I dont usually wake up at that time man. So much for rushing, I only left house at 11.30am. And reaching T2146 at 12.30pm. HAHAHA. And I finished my consultation at 1.30pm. Sorry to kept the two girls waiting, heh.

My mother massaged my injured feet just now. Boy, it was so painful, I almost bite the pillow to refrain myself from screaming. Ade bunyi. There was once, it was SO VERY REALLY VERY SO painful, that I laughed till I teared. My brother offered to massaged it too, his is ultimate. I think if he massaged, I wont even scream, I would suffer in silence. Hahaha.

Want to see video? Quite funny(:

[Remember to sing along!]

I feel pretty much contented today.

Smile with me?(:

Jane Michelle Yasmin.

2009-06-15T12:24:00.000+08:00

Today I dont feel crazy, huhu. No fun!

Anyway, from my last post, I wrote that I was excited for training, SPSC outing and meet-up with bimbo girls right? How about an AAR for these 3 events?

Training was weird. Before training I ate, because the last time I ate then was 7am. I didnt want to be fainting during training, buat malu je! But after eating, I had a stomach upset. Then I went toilet. Then during warm-up, I felt sooooooooo pancit, felt like blacking out for real. Then during training, there was sparring. I wasnt excited, cause I-dont-know-why. Hahaha. Then Tok Guru Hadi purposely called out my name. Grr. Then sparred with Zulaiha. Not even 1 minute, I got injured! Waaaaa, I sprained my ankle.
And it's not recovering. I want a masseau.

(I found out the coolest thing ever! My twin is currently updating his blog, hehehe. The same time as me! :D)

Despite my injured leg, I still went for SPSC outing. It was nice(: I mean, not my leg. The outing that is. Just that, the group was just too big, and we keep splitting up when we're travelling from one place to another. We watched Terminator, where I dozed off two times! It's been a long time since I dozed off during a movie. Either the movie is just too boring, or not my type. Or I'm too tired. But Terminator, definitely is not my type! :P
Then after Asar, we walked from Al-Falah all the way to Flyer to have Popeyes. Lucky my sprained ankle didnt give way.
Then from Flyer, we walked all the way to Clarke Quay for Maghrib/Isyak. I didnt know there's a masjid Maulana there, ;)
And Afiq said that there was a masjid underwater at Dubai, called Al-Dubai -_-''
Ended off the day with stupid lame funny jokes.

Pair of twins?

Presenting, Captain Kambing. HAHA.

Meet up with Bimbo Girls, was soo happy! Miss them so much, and they didnt change at all! Went to Mad Jack to have late lunch/early dinner. My food wasnt very nice, but the dessert was great! The bimbo girls did what they did best, taking photos. The ultimate is still Yvonne Teo. Hahaha. I left early, and I heard they made some sort of badge, without me:(

I wanted to post pictures of "Man Babies". It's very hilarious! But, I cant, stupid blogger):

Anyhoos, signing off!

hiuhiuhiu.

2009-06-09T17:52:00.000+08:00

It's been quite some time since I wrote in this space. Was supposed to blog more about my birthday. But what's past is past. This year was practically the same as the last 2 years. Unhappy yet contented. But whatever it is, Alhamdulilah I have reached and lived this far, smoga Allah panjangkan umur saya(:

It's the holidays!!

Though surprisingly, I have been busy with stuffs. My weekends was spent mostly at NTU, with IVP. SPSC Boleh!(:

Yesterday, I came down to school early in the morning at 7.30 for a presentation at 8. And guess what, it was postponed for the 2nd time?! It's good to a certain extent, yet not too good either. Howells, lucky there was Nurhayat meeting, at least I didnt feel as if I wasted my time going down to school.

What else? Kendarat on last Sunday. I'm a lesbian, huahuahua!

And oh, I am happy that I have cleared my wardrobe and change the bedsheets! :D

Today, I spent my afternoon crapping with Pakcik. Played stupid games. Handwriting. Haha, okaylah, it made my day(:

Hiuhiuhiu!

Can't wait for tomoro and Thurs. Training and SPSC outing. And friday, meeting the bimbo girls! I miss them so much!

Question yourself first. Don't immediately attack someone else before questioning yourself first. Have you done no wrong? Think about it. Love is a very subjective issue. Love may be in the form of concern, yet it may also be in the form of silence. Don't misinterpret the love that I showered for you in the wrong way. Don't put words into my mouth. Don't find faults with me. Cause everything begins with own self, always. I know my own flaws, and I do realise it. Maybe the problem is you refused to realise yours. Afterall, we're blood. - To whom it may concern.

sixteen today, seventeen tomorrow

2009-05-30T17:00:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day I'm 16(:

Anyway, DBA 14 is such a sweetheart. Everyone chipped in to buy me a very nice bag. No wonder Weiqi kept telling me to set my priorities right and buy clothes. Hahah. It's a very nice bag! Thank you DBA 14 for the bag and the birthday song! Mr Ng, the econs tutor also asked another unknown class to wish me happy birthday. Hahah!

Later going to Arab Street to have birthday dinner(?) Haha.

Update later~

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I had a wonderful time at Cafe Le Carie. Mr D. brought me to a very nice middle east restaurant. Though service sucked, the food was nice. The candles added more ambience!
Thank you for everything, from the restaurant to the watch to the self-baked cake and the cake. Everything, thank you(:

5 more minutes, haha.

panting

2009-05-25T00:26:00.000+08:00

Have been too busy with school.

Once MOB presentation was over, focus was diverted to IDEAS CA2 Project. MOB presentation went well, was the first group and the first presenter. Received good feedback and criticism, one of which Bro said I didnt smile enough and Median said I was fierce. AHAHA.

IDEAS CA1 presentation will be tomoro, and CA2 presentation will be on Thurs. Hope all goes well, good luck to yours truly and everyone else! InsyAllah.

I realised how many people I missed so, so much.

Syafinah, who went for camp without me. It just struck upon me, that since she's gonna be more busy with responsibilities, I may just end up missing her even more. Going for training without her seems dry. She's still the best person to go Bugis Street with. Sigh, I miss her so much.

Wanbear called me up just now, and we had a long 40-min talk on the phone. I said "I miss you, man" 3 times to him within that 40 minutes. Cause I realised how long I havent been talking to him, and the number of times we almost fell out which was a big issue to us, cause we have never argued before. Meeting up is even harder now. Hope he'll do good in his new job. I just miss my bestfriendddddd.

And I miss my family. Everytime I come home, I'd go straight into my room, then into the bathroom, then back into my room till the next day I go to school. It becomes a routine. I no longer check what my mother cooked, no longer watch much tv with my parents. I miss my family life.

And and and, I realised how tired I am, and how I'm lacking of sleep. Like just now. I took 960 from Bugis to go home. As usual, I would sleep in the bus. But, I missed my bus-stop at Bt Panjang, and found myself waking up at Kranji. Do you realise how far off I am then!!! I decided to just head to Woodlands, grab a Curry-O and take 187 home. I made sure I didnt sleep in the bus again.

For that, I have decided that this coming week, I'm gonna try to improve my daily routine. I will make sure I have at least one day, that I'm gonna sleep at 9pm. I dont care. It's a promise. And this coming weekend is my birthday weekend, so I will make sure I'll enjoy my weekends since it's my birthday weekend and I will not touch any project, really.

P.S: Never go silat camp, so sad!

Okay tata, almost 1am. Want to crash the bed soon!

cloud nine.

2009-05-18T22:15:00.000+08:00

Little Miss Yani has become Little Miss Busy and Little Miss Happy lately.

Week 5, and there's gonna be CA presentation this week. Have been going out to play for IDEAS project. Started on chinese class and silat trainings. Like I told Marcus before, life in poly seem slack but when you really do something like working on a project, man, feels like time is running against you. Slack yet hectic.

There you have Little Miss Busy. [ Got even more busy with you(: ]

I dont really feel happy before this because of some shits. Things didnt seem to agree with me, or I didnt seem to agree with certain things. Maybe I wasnt firm enough, causing hurt unintentionally? But, happiness came along a few days ago.

With chinaman(!) and my new sexy Nikon Coolpix S560, life couldnt be pretty bad afterall.

To add on, with wonderful friends, like my Threesome and the usual Gang who calls me a guy. Alhamdulilah.

I saw Ain just now, and dammit, she's so so so thin! Tsk!

You know you love my fingers.

bump again.

2009-05-10T13:00:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I went Johore with my family and my auntie's family. As usual, the journey sucked, imagine I left house at 2.30 and only reach our destination at 5pm. It was Hariz's birthday, my 16-year-old cousin who loves to call me smelly(when I'm not) and who loves to attempt to batalkan my wudhuk, grr. We ate at Vivo at Plaza Pelangi. Vivo was something like...Pastamania/Pizza Hut that kind. It was nice, couldnt finish our food. Then we went Tesco Extra, and headed home at 2230. Reached home at 0000. HAHA

Oh, sorry Mickey, didnt manage to buy your ayam bakar. Hua hua hua!

Shopping with the girls got cancelled, and so was Shaz's birthday celebration. Another time then. It's good anyway, gives me more time to stay at home and clear my assignments and go to the library to read up!

Anyway, friday was such a sad day. (Exaggerated)
Bumping into you was what I wanted, but when it really happened, my heart was in my mouth. Like I turned mute or something -_-''

Joke?
A blonde was on vacation in the depths of Louisiana. She wanted a pair
of genuine alligator shoes, but didn't want to pay the high prices.

After unsuccessfully haggling with of one of the shopkeepers, the blonde
said, "Maybe I'll just go out and catch my own alligator, so I can get a pair of
shoes at a reasonable price."

Later in the day, the shopkeeper spotted
the young woman standing waist deep in the water, shotgun in hand. She took aim
at an alligator, killed it and hauled it onto the swamp bank.

Lying
nearby were several more of the dead creatures. The shopkeeper watched in
amazement as the blonde flipped the alligator on its back and shouted in
frustration, "Damn, this one isn't wearing any shoes either."

Long time never go bowling, aiyayai.

Chapter two of threesome.

2009-05-05T21:57:00.000+08:00

Okay, since I blogged about Weiqi the other time, now I'll blog about my dear Cat(:

Cat is actually Catherine. Cat is easier to pronounce cause for the simplest reason, Catherine's too long! Well like my name also, lol. She's a very nice friend who bought a strawberry lanyard for me and Weiqi!

Sometimes she's very mean, as what she claimed she is, always suan people. Heheh. Weiqi is Median and I'm Mode. Wah, very lame really! (Some lame thing Weiqi came up during Stats Lecture just now, HAHAHA)

Catherine is the neutral one as compared to Weiqi and I. She's willing to let us box her, when we feel sad. So sweet, awww.

If Weiqi is short, then Cat is tall.

Cat is hardworking, and she doesnt like to eat fastfood. And she likes to eat at FC3 just like me! :D

So yeah, that's Weiqi, me and Catherine. Threesome(:

During MOB lecture...

Vinoth: Eh Marcus, let me see your paper. Eh I copy blindly, how you spell tailor made? (Marcus spelt it as maid instead of made)

Marcus: Eh, ya ah. (Tries to amend it)

Me: (I saw Marcus' paper) Eh Marcus, how you spell tailor..?

HE SPELT AS TAYLOR. SO IN ALL, HE SPELT TAYLOR MAID. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH, BIGGEST JOKE OF THE DAY!

Anyway, Econs tutorial/tutor was really on my nerves. I was so dead after that.

First.

2009-05-04T09:34:00.000+08:00

This blog is a newborn, what with my very first post.

I told Weiqi I didnt know how to start writing my first post. And so she told me to talk about her. So here it goes.

Weiqi is a short girl. HAHAHA.

Okay no. Weiqi is a classmate of mine in DBA 14, whose the closest to me apart from Catherine. Weiqi is pretty much a crazy person, who keeps complaining I talk too much malay with my malay friends. Whaddya expect? Malay whatttt.

She also has a very addictive/contagious laughter. In time to come, I think I'll laugh like her. Guess what, I've already picked up some of it.

What else. Oh, she's short. Okaylah, not very short. Her height is 159. But I thot she is 150. 159 is like too tall for her.

Enough of crap, Weiqi is the closest friend(apart from Catherine) to me in DBA 14. We share stories. We share laughter. We share jokes. Gossips? Hm, Weiqi is the gossipmonger.

Oh, we bought the same piece of shirt yesterday, cool shit or what!

Anyway, I'm rushing off to meet Weiqi and the rest in like a few more minutes. Will update soon again, maybe about DBA 14 and poly life or something.

Oh oh oh, swine flu is scary shit man.